“I do” – Love at First Yoga – My Journey
Becoming a student of Yoga
Once upon a time, I was backpacking in India and decided to try a 10 day silent meditation retreat at Tushita in the Himalayas.
I thought that such a feat would be nearly impossible for such an incessantly talkative, extroverted, enthusiastic person such as myself.
It was surprising to me how easy it was to melt into the Simple Life.
I knew immediately how important this experience would be for my life.
It was challenging at times, don’t get me wrong, but I was in deep gratitude everyday for having discovered this practice of Being in my early 20’s.
On this retreat, they offered Yoga practice everyday.
From the first downward dog I ever took, I knew: This was it. FULL YES.
I fell head over heals in love with Yoga. Everything about it. The movements, the breath, the philosophy, the community of truth-seekers.
Truly, madly, deeply in LOVE.
As soon as I started loving and practicing Yoga, I felt openings and awakenings in my body and almost instantly the mind benefits started to creep in.
With more space, flexibility and awareness of my body, I learned to heal 16 years of chronic pain in my IT band – in my outer knee and thigh.
I also began to feel a lifetime full of indecision and the dances with depression begin to loosen their grip.
Resilience continues to grow strong all the time.
The next move on my travels was Thailand, where I met Lily of the Blooming Lotus. Again, instant Love. We kept in touch and I always knew that I wanted to learn more from this incredible embodied and wise Yogi.
Over the next many years I became a true Yogaphile: I really gave time to and tried Anusara Yoga, Hatha Yoga, Kundalini, Satsang, Yin, Restorative, Bikram, Hot Yoga, Ashtanga, Mysore practice, Iyengar.
You name it, I tried it. Mostly…
Travelling for Yoga, taking as many classes and workshops I could, reading all the books.
I studied thousands of hours with countless teachers, masters, took endless trainings and workshops…
We know that life isn’t always easy. Buddha’s first noble truth state that “all beings suffer”. Its part of the package of being gifted this embodied life.
Yoga always helped make things better.
Yoga started to make my life easier and more enjoyable.
It started to help me become more resilient and to help me overcome the bouts of depression that have been a signature part of my life throughout my child and adulthood.
Becoming a Yoga Teacher
After living for some time in Bali, teaching Pre-Kindergarten at the Green School (I’m actually a qualified and certified Primary school teacher!),
I decided it was finally time to take my Yoga to the next – level with a Teacher Training course. Of course Lily was top of my list of who I wanted to study with, even though I had only met her for a few days 6 years before.
The teacher training blew my mind and my teachers invited me to assist and work with them.
Shortly thereafter, I moved to Thailand and started running classes, then retreats at the Blooming Lotus.
Dream come true.
For me, despite the statistics that share that there are anywhere from 2450-650,000 Registered Yoga Teachers in the US alone, I’ve always know that if its my dharma, or sacred purpose to teach, the universe will guide me.
I guess I’ve become a little woo-woo like that. But it’s proven true.
A few years later, my teachers decided that it was time to move to Bali and open a beautiful new centre and world there. We parted paths.
Becoming a Yogi-Preneur
This transition invited me to step up in to a new role – as a Yogipreneur – a Yogi + Entrepreneur, to take over the space in Thailand and create my own flavour of offerings.
Another dream come true!
This has been a really challenging part of the journey.
The beginning of our paths with Yoga is often a lot of Love + Light. Which is great.
Eventually though, we need to sustain the practice, sustain the learnings, integrate the lessons…
So, it’s been 3 years now of running a business, and I’d say its been mostly rewarding.
I’ve learned sooooo much. I’ve made countless friends, connecting with incredible people from all over the globe, I’ve help ed to positivly impact the lives of thousands of people. I’ve been able to live in paradise and practice Yoga and meditation in peace.
Running a business is no piece of cake. Its been very demanding and at times, I even forget that I’m a Yogi first.
I’m doing my best, and definitely feel like I’m earning the equivalent of a Masters degree in Spirituality and Business.
Mostly though, having a business demands that I step out of my comfort zone and learn things that are not in my so-called “Zone of genius”.
For this I am grateful…and challenged.
What’s next for me?
No matter what happens in terms of my career or trajectory as a human being….Yoga and Meditation are next for me.
If life has taught me anything, it’s that everything changes.
So I don’t know that I’ll be teaching Yoga in this way for the rest of my life, and I don’t know if it’ll be here in this paradise.
Yoga teaches me to be present, to be grateful and love what is, and to accept change with grace.
Again, not always easy.
Yoga is a practice. It’s not something you do, then tick off the list.
I think of showers in the same way. Great! I had a shower today – that doesn’t mean I won’t need one again tomorrow or in a couple days right?!
Yoga is something you show up to in every moment, day after day after day.
Teaching Yoga does not mean that I have mastered it. It simply means that I am dedicated to being a student of life, dedicated to facing my shadows, to learning, to growing and to evolving
Yoga is my forever teacher, in the good times and the bad.
Yoga always helps to remind me of who I really am, beyond the stories and emotions. It helps guide my way home.
I feel beyond blessed and grateful to dedicate my life to practicing and sharing Yoga, opening my heart, discovering deeper dimensions.
And I vow to continue to evolve and grow, and become a more balanced and diverse person, teacher and entrepreneur along the way, so long as that is what feels like the highest good for all,
Til death or beyond…do us part Yoga.
Thank you for all that you give me.